I've gotten several messages and text messages the last couple of weeks asking if I'm still alive. The answer is
kinda.
Back story on why I feel I have the authority to talk about that I'm going to talk about:
In middle school I was chubby. Very chubby.
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Okay, fat. There, I said it.
It was a serious issue with me... Eating was my addiction. I ate to relieve stress, I ate when I was bored, I ate when I was lonely... It was my answer (without me even noticing I felt that way) to everything. I didn't consciously decide to eat in those situations, I just did. Then one day I noticed it and decided it was making me MORE unhappy so I made myself stop.
Well, Ever since I've been semi-consciously doing the exact same thing using video games instead of food. And lately worst of all. I've been stressed and unhappy, so I play video games. And the resulting lack of success and discipline is making me more unhappy. And it's going to be SUCH a long, uphill battle to work this addiction into a healthy mini-vice.
And the DS IS good for something. An app called Colors! is one of the best art programs I've ever worked with. It makes me want a Cintiq...
So yeah... An offering of apology from me for being a bad Deviant:

Love you guys. :]
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...but then i read your journal regarding the phenomenon of addictions and how you've been struggling with that.
i have to admit that i'm impressed and even kinda moved by your way of speaking so frankly about it.
that being said i'm confident in the fact that you're not denying things and that it just might be a matter of time before you'd have enough of your current obsession and eventually would move on.
well, what do i know?
take care and thanks for your fav!
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